when you lose your phone in the blanket and you just
He
Just
Poured
His
Heart
Out
To me
All
I Can
Do
Is proceed
to care
But not
Do
The
Same
Because
I’m
Not
Like that
Anymore
My Wall
is up.
I shaved my nani so I can get fondled and stuff
And he ended up not being able to pick me up from work…..he always picks me up!!!
I have no luck 😔
,,
I’m never gonna wait
that extra twenty minutes
to text you back,
and I’m never gonna play
hard to get
when I know your life
has been hard enough already.
When we all know everyone’s life
has been hard enough already
it’s hard to watch
the game we make of love,
like everyone’s playing checkers
with their scars,
saying checkmate
whenever they get out
without a broken heart.
Just to be clear
I don’t want to get out
without a broken heart.
I intend to leave this life
so shattered
there’s gonna have to be
a thousand separate heavens
for all of my flying parts.
Andrea Gibson (via the-healing-nest)
It hurts to look at your calls come in and not pick them up
It hurts seeing text msgs saying you miss me and not replying back
It hurts having new stuff happens to me or just random things and not being able to tell you
It hurts to hear songs that only make me think of you and wanting to go back to those moments.
You can’t keep thinking you run everything. I want you to miss me and realize the horrible things you say and do.
So i’ll keep ignoring you, even if it means crying myself to sleep every night
I’ve tried and tried to make this process go quicker, for you to finally grow up but these past months made me realize i can’t do anything to rush this process.
Everything has to run its course by its own time.
You know what hurts the most? not feeling appreciated and loved for like you know you should. Mentally being pushed up against the wall by my throat, grasping for air. Wishing and hoping things went different with us.
I CAN’T. IT. ALL. HURTS.
